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Slave Of My Own Mistakes

Sooner or later Everyone becomes slave of their own mistakes, Mistakes that lead you to do more mistakes, And it’s a moment when you can’t find any door to run, Darkness surrounds so badly that you can’t see Anyone to help you out, Everything around you is so quiet that you can’t even hear your own voice. And that’s the moment you want to quit, You feel so tired that you can’t fight against the things you created by yourself. Your heart ache so much that your voice didn’t come out no matter how hard you try. You make hundred promises to yourself everyday not to repeat them again, And again and again you end up with the same results. You started losing your friends and loved ones. You started losing the trust within yourself. Your mind stuck like you never had one.

Most of us Quit here, As we think this is the end of world, Without remembering that your mistakes is the only thing in this world which makes you stronger at every point of your life,

The time we started understanding things, We started making mistakes, Because understanding’s helps you to learn new things, And no new things starts with a Perfection, Mistakes helps you to turn the new things to the Great things.

Every tunnel has two opening it’s you who have to choose whether you want to stay with a Darkness or You want to move and search for the light without going back.

I had also made so many mistakes in my life but i choose to live with them instead of quiting my life.

Nishan Panwar



Fear of Last Day


I wonder what will happen when it’s my last day, what will I miss more the ones I love the most in my life like it will be my Family with whom I have spent my whole life, or my Friends with whom I have seen the whole world, it can also be my first love for whom once I decided to fight with anyone just to get Her Love, or it will be the Money for which I have wasted my whole life. I have already closed my eyes, but still all those people coming in front of my eyes and I remembering all those memories and moments I spend with them, I don’t know which of them is most important to me, Each and every person have played their own role well, some got failed whom I called my enemies, but today I don’t hate them as it is my last day, I thank God for all my good and bad times, I thank God for this beautiful life even though if it was filled with some really bad times, Now when I know it’s my last day I’m feeling like I wish I could get a chance to go back and say sorry to all those whom I have hurt, I don’t want to go from this world with so much regrets, I remember the times when I got lost and my father used to show me the way and mother washed away all my tears and friends used to make me smile even when I was crying, and most of all that beautiful hug from my love which I can even feel today even she is already lost somewhere. I can’t forget the gifts from my father, which I get even I didn’t ask, I still wonder how he always came to know about my likes and dislikes, May be it’s because of my Mom, I can still remember she is the only woman in my life who got tears in her eyes even before I started crying, no matter how big I became I’m always being her little baby, I can remember when I’m away from my mom and dad, My friends never let me feel alone and bored, Only with them I found that life is all about fun, I miss my girl too.
I realize that on the last what I need is someone who love me, who can hold my hand and can say I’m with you no matter what happens.


Getting BORED is a part of everyone’s life, When we stuck in a situation where we can’t decide ‘what we have to do and what we don’t,’ There we started getting BORED. According to me when you face such problem ‘DO what you have not done from very long time’ It can be anything, May be the smallest thing which can make you laugh or May be the most dangerous thing which make you realize how strong you are, What I mean is do something which you love most in your life but you have QUIT long back because of some problem, Start again and I assure you ‘You never gonna BORED again.’

Slow Poison


Easy for those who haven’t fallen into it, but those who does never come out of it. The drizzle which started just after you broke up washed away all your tears and remain as a silent pain within your heart. Moaning of pain is so low that you forget to move your tongue for hours. Feels like someone grab your neck to that extent that neither he wants you to live nor he wants you to die. Even the closing of eyes doesn’t help you out, Her face always comes between your sleep and it was so beautiful that even if you open your eyes you need her right in your arms.

Life Lesson

Every year I lost one Friend, May be am not that good in
keeping friendship forever, But what makes me worry is
that what I feel about them, Do they feel the same about
me. I have spend the best moments of my life with them
and even share the best cup of glass some with teas and
some with their favorite drinks, and that was the best
thing I ever had in my life, I can understand that all
people have their own plans in life and they really want
to achieve them no matter what happened, Even they
have to lose someone whom they love so much but I just
request them to think that there is no use of becoming
big if you don’t have someone whom you love and he is
not with you to celebrate your success with you..